rpj;jpiu 08> 2010

1990 Kjy; 2009 tiu ml;ilfspd; (Gypfspd;) Ml;rpapy;……

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rpwpJ Neuj;jpy; <.gp.Mu;.vy;.vg; NjhouJ Kfj;jpy; Jzpiag; Nghl;ldu;. kQ;R mtuJ neQ;rpy; xU fhiy itj;J kpjpj;jhu;. rpd;df; NfbAk; jdJ tyJ fhyhy; mtuJ tapw;wpy; kpjpj;jhu;. NtnwhUtu; mtuJ jiyg; gFjpapy; ,Ue;J nfhz;L ,uz;L iffshYk; mtuJ ehbiag; gpbj;J jd;id Nehf;fp ,Oj;jhu;. nfsjkd; Nghj;jypy; ,Ue;j jz;zPiu mtuJ %f;fpd; Nky; Cw;wpdhu;. mtu; jpzwpdhu;. fhy;fis ,Oj;jhu;. %f;F topahf rj;jk; te;jJ. jiyg; gFjpapypUe;jtu; iffis vLj;J mtuJ fd;dj;jpy; ,uz;L iffshYk; miwe;jhu;. rj;jk; Nghlhky; ,ulh vd;whu;. Ml;lhky; ,ulh vd;whu;. Nl> ,td;u fhy; rq;fpyp Y}rh ,Uf;flh! fapj;jhy ,Oj;J gpf;fhrpy fl;llh vd;W nfsjkd; fj;jpdhu;.

,uz;L Gypfs; mYtyfj;Jf;F Xbg;Ngha; ,uz;L fapw;Wld; te;jdu;. mtuJ fhiy gpf;fhRld; ,izj;Jf; fl;bdhu;fs;. ,it ele;J nfhz;L ,Uf;Fk; NghJ mtu; vd;idj; jpUk;gpg; ghu;j;jhu;. mtUf;F vg;gbahd MWjiyf; $w KbAk; vd;W Nahrpj;Njd;. thiaj; jpwe;J vJTk; nrhy;y KbahJ. iffs; gpf;fhRld; gpizf;fg;gl;bUe;jd. ntWk; fz;fshy; vjidr; nrhy;yKbAk;? fz;fshy; thdj;ijf; fhz;gpj;Njd;. flTs;jhd; fhg;ghw;w Ntz;Lk; vd;W ehd; epidj;Jf; nfhz;lij mtUk; Gupe;Jnfhs;thu; vd;W ehNd vdf;Fs; epidj;jf; nfhz;Nld;! mtuJ cr;re;jiy epyj;jpy; gLksTf;F fOj;Jj; jhiliaAk; Nru;e;J xUtu; ,Oj;Jg; gpbf;f jz;zPiu Cw;wpdhu; mtuJ %f;fpDs;.

nrhy;ylh rp.tp.vg;. f;F FLj;j Mk;]; vy;yhk; vq;Nflh itr;rpUf;fpwha;? gpNukr;re;jpuDf;Fk;> ngUkhSf;Fk; vd;dlh njhlu;G? mbr;r fhnry;yhk; vq;flh tr;rpUf;fpwha;? tapw;wpy; cijg;gtUk; Nfl;fpwhu;> neQ;rpy; kpjpg;gtUk; Nfl;fpwhu;> fOj;ijg; gpbg;gtUk; Nfl;fpwhu; Mdhy; mtuhy;jhd; gjpy; nrhy;y KbahJ. thiaj; jpwf;f Kbahky; jiyg; gjpapypUeJ vdf;F ,Oj;jJ Nghd;W mtiuAk; ,Oj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;fpwhu; ,d;DnkhUtu;. vd;idr; rpj;jputij nra;Ak; NghJ Ngrg;gl;l J}rz thu;j;ijfis tpl mjpfkhd thu;j;ijfis kpfTk; jhuhskhfNt gad;gLj;jpdu;.

mtu; jpzWk; rj;jk; kpfTk; mjpfkhf Nfl;lJ. rpd;df; Nfb nrhd;dhu; “Nl ,td; fj;JfpwJ ntspapy; ,Uf;fpw Mf;fSf;F Nff;fg; NghFJ. Jz;ilg; Nghl;L mkj;Jq;flh” vd;whu;. %r;R tpl Kbahj mtu; vOg;Gk; xyp ntspapy; ,Uf;Fk; xUtuJ fhjpy; tpOe;jhy; ahNuh xU kdpjdJ fOj;ij Gypfs; ntl;Lfpd;wdu; vd;W epidf;fj; Njhd;Wk;. ,ijg; ghu;f;f Kbahky; ehd; rpyNtis fz;fis %bNdd;. mg;NghJ vdf;Fk; mJ Nghd;w Xu; vz;zk;jhd; Njhd;wpaJ. ehDk; mg;gbj;jhd; rj;jkpl;bUg;Ngd; vd;W vdf;F mg;NghJjhd; Njhd;wpaJ! N[Rehjiu rpYitapy; miwe;J <l;bahy; Fj;jpdhu;fs;. ,tu;fs; tpyq;F Nghl;L gLf;fitj;J gyNgu; Nru;e;J Vwp kpjpj;Jf; nfhy;yg;ghu;f;fpwhu;fs;.

vdf;F ,ilNtis tpl;lJ Nghd;W ,tUf;Fk; ,ilNtis tpl;ldu;. me;j ,ilNtisapy; Nfl;ldu; nrhy;ylh vd;W. mtUk; vdf;F vJTk; njupahJ> MAjq;fis vq;Nf Gijj;jdu; vd;W ahUk; vdf;Fr; nrhy;ytpy;iy. mg;gb vdf;Fj; njupe;jhy; ehd; vLj;Jf; nfhLj;JtpLNtd;. mij itj;Jf;nfhz;L ehd; vd;d nra;a KbAk;? vd;W mtu;fsplj;jpy; Nfl;lhu;.

“Nl ghu;lh ,tDf;F rupahd jpkpu;! ,tid tplf;$lhJ> ,tidf; nfhy;yj;jhd; NtZk;” vd;W fj;jpdhu; kQ;R! ,uz;L epkplq;fspy; kPz;Lk; Muk;gpj;jdu; jq;fsJ jiyahaf; flikia! <.gp.Mu;.vy;.vg;. Njhou; Vwf;Fiwa MW mb cauk; ,Ug;ghu;. ey;y cly; fl;likg;Gf; nfhz;ltu;. fz;fs; gpughfudJ fz;fis tplTk; ngupjhdJ! mjpfkhf ahUlDk; fijf;f khl;lhu;. mtuJ FLk;gj;ij epidj;Njh my;yJ NtW cwTfis epidj;Njh mtu; fz;fs; fyq;fpaij me;jr; rpiwapy; ,Ue;j ehl;fspy; ehd; ghu;j;jpUf;fpNwd;. kpfTk; mikjpahd kdpju; mtu;.

mg;gbahd xUtiu ky;yhf;fg; Nghl;L ehu; cupf;fpd;wdu; Gyp tpyq;Ffs;. rpj;jpu tijiaj; jhq;fpf;nfhs;syhk;. Mdhy; rpj;jputijg; ghu;j;Jf;nfhz;L ,Uf;f ve;j kdpjdhYk; KbahJ. Gypfs; ,tw;Wf;F tpjp tpyf;fhd tpyq;Ffshapdu;. jkpo; ,dk; kuzj;ijah tpLjiyahff; Nfhupdhu;fs;? tpLjiyia Nerpf;Fk; vtDk; kdpjDf;fhd cupikfis kPw khl;lhd;. vdNt ,tu;fSf;F tpLjiy my;y Nehf;fk; vd;gJ ,tu;fsJ nfhLQ; nray; %yk; mwpaf;$bajhf ,Ue;jJ.

me;jj; Njhou; myWfpwhu; xyp tutpy;iy> mjDila rj;jk; Nfl;fpwJ. kuzg; gFjpf;Fr; nrd;W kPz;Lk; tUfpwhu;. ,tu;fs; jbfshy; mbf;fpd;wdu;> fhy;fshy; cijf;fpd;wdu;> iffshy; Fj;Jfpd;wdu; mbf;fpd;wdu; %r;ir epWj;j JzpNghl;Lj; jz;zPu; Cw;Wfpd;wdu;. rpd;df;Nfb fj;Jfpwhu; “Nl me;jf; fl;ilia vLj;Jf; nfhz;L thlh” vd;W me;j tstpd; %iyapy; fple;j kuf;fl;iliaf; fhz;gpf;fpwhu;. xU Gyp Xbr;nrd;W me;j kuf;fl;ilia vLj;J tUfpwhu;. me;j kuf;fl;il xU Kf;fhy; mb tpl;lq;nfhz;lJ. ePsk; ehd;F mbfs; ,Uf;Fk;.

“me;jf; fl;ilia mtd;u fOj;Jf;Ff; fPNo Nghw;wh” vd;whu;. jiyiaj; J}f;fp fOj;jpd; fPo; itj;jhu; fl;ilia! ,g;g jiyiaf; fPNo mkj;jlh vd;whu; rpd;df; Nfb! ,g;NghJ mtuJ %f;F thdj;ij Nehf;fpf; nfhz;bUe;jJ. Nghw;wh Jz;il vd;whu;. Nghl;ldu; rpwpa tpyq;Ffs;! nfsjkd; Cw;wpdhu; jz;zPiu! rpd;df; Nfbf;F ,jd; %yk; ngUik Nru;e;jJ! Vida tpyq;Ffs; Nahrpf;fhj ,e;j Af;jpia rpd;df;Nfb Nahrpj;Jf; fz;Lgpbj;J rfhf;fSf;F ntspg;gLj;jp Xu; Gjpa cw;rhfj;ij Vw;gLj;jpdhu;. me;jr; r%f tpQ;Qhdp!

xU jlit jz;zPu; Cw;Wtjpy; jhkjk; Vw;gl;lJ. mg;NghJ mtu; nrhd;dhu;> “njupAk; nrhy;fpNwd;” vd;W. clNd midtUk; mtuJ jiyg;gFjpapy; xd;W $bdu;. Kfj;jpy; Nghl;bUe;j Jzpia vLj;jdu;. M! nrhy;Y nrhy;Y! vd;W Nfl;ldu;. mtu; %r;ir ntspapy; tpl;L kPz;Lk; gykhf cs;Ns ,Oj;jhu;. midtiuAk; cw;Wg;ghu;j;jhu;. ckpo; ePiu tpOq;fpdhu;. ePq;fs; ,g;gbr; nra;tijj; jhq;f Kbahky;jhd; nrhd;Ndd;. cz;ikapy; vdf;Fj; njupahJ. njupe;jhy; ehd; nrhy;yptpLNtd; vd;whu;.

kQ;R mtuJ Kfj;jpy; fhyhy; mbj;jhu;. mk;kh vd;W fj;jpdhu; mtu;. ,g;NghJ kl;Lk;jhd; mtu; mk;kh vd;W fj;j Kbe;jJ. Vida Neuq;fspy; mtuJ ehbiag; gpbj;J jiyg;gFjpapy; ,Ug;gtu; ,Oj;Jf; nfhz;Nl ,Ue;jhu;. mjdhy; thiaj; jpwf;f Kbatpy;iy! thiaj; jpwg;gjw;fhd re;ju;gk; fpilj;jJk; jdJ typapidj; jhq;fpf; nfhs;s “mk;kh” vd;W mywpdhu;.

Kjypy; vq;fisg; gpf;fhrpy; G+l;Lk; NghJ me;j ,lj;jpy; epoy; ,Ue;jJ. ,g;NghJ ehq;fs; gpizf;fg;gl;l ,lj;jpy; nta;apy; njwpf;fpwJ. vdJ Kfk; tapw;Wg;gFjp vy;yhk; fha;e;J tpl;lJ. KJFg; gFjpapy; kl;Lk; <uk; Cwpf; nfhz;Nl ,Ue;jJ. kPz;Lk; MNyhrpj;jdu; Gypfs;. vdJ Kfj;jpy; Nghl;lJ Nghd;w Jzp xd;wpid vLj;Jte;J mij eidj;jdu;. eide;j Jzpia mtuJ thapDs; jpzpj;jdu;. gpd;du; kw;iwa Jzpapdhy; mtuJ thiaf; fl;bdu;. ,g;NghJ fl;ilapd; Nkw;gFjpapy; fOj;ij kPz;Lk; itj;J jiy kapiug; gpbj;J fPo; Nehf;fp mkj;jpf; nfhz;L jz;zPiu Cw;wpdu;. mtu; %r;ir ntspNaw;wp %f;fpDs; nrd;w jz;zPiu rPwp  ntspNaw;wpdhu;. clNd Nghw;wh Jz;il vd;wdu;. Jz;L mq;F ,Uf;ftpy;iy. xU Gyp Xbr; nrd;W kPz;Lk; xU Jz;ilf; nfhz;L te;J Kfj;jpy; Nghl;lhu;.

“Cj;jlh jz;zPia” vd;whu; nfsjkd;. mtu; %r;ir cs;Ns ,Of;ftpy;iy. jk;gpbj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhu;. mg;NghJ thrypy; fhtYf;F epd;w xU Gyp Xbte;J nfsjkdplk; VNjh nrhd;dhu;. nfsjkd; kQ;Ritg; ghu;j;J epWj;Jk;gb irif nra;jhu;. midtUk; epWj;jpdu; jq;fsJ ew;gzpapid.

ahNuh nghJkf;fspy; rpyu; ,tu;fsJ thrYf;F te;J> “ePq;fs; ahiuNah nfhy;tJ Nghd;w rj;jk; ntspapy; Nfl;fpwJ. Vd; ,g;gbr; nra;fpwPu;fs; vd;W Nfl;Ls;sdu;. ,ijf; ftdpj;j NtW xU Gyp Xbte;J ,e;jj; jftiyr; nrhd;dhu; nfsjkdplk;. mjdhy;jhd; epWj;jr; nrhd;dhu; nfsjkd;. ,g;NghJ Neuk; xU kzpf;Fk; Nkyhf ,Uf;Fk;. nfsjkd; nrhd;dhu;> “nuz;LNgiuAk; NgRf;F nfhz;L Nghq;f> gpd;Nduk; nrhy;ypwd;” vd;whu;.

mtUf;F tha;fl;L mtpo;f;fg;gl;lJ. gpd;du; vdJ gpf;fh]; tpyq;FfisAk; mtuJ gpf;fh]; tpyq;FfisAk; fow;wpdu;. vd;dhy; vOe;jpUf;f Kbatpy;iy. Kfj;ijf; Fg;gwj; jpUg;gp Koq;fhiy kz;zpy; Cd;wp iffshy; epyj;ij Cz;wpf;nfhz;L nkJthf vOe;Njd;. rwj;ijr; rupnra;J cLj;jpNdd;. mJ ghjp Xl;ilahd rwk;. tpijapy; typ Vw;gl;lJ. tpij tPf;fkile;Jk; ,Ue;jJ. neQ;Rtyp jhq;f Kbahky; ,Ue;jJ. fPNo gLj;jpUf;Fk; NghJ typ njupatpy;iy. vOe;J epw;Fk; NghJ midj;J ,lq;fspYk; typ tWj;J vLj;jJ.

fhy;fs; fz;ly; gl;bUe;jd. fhy; tpyq;fpy; Nghlg;gl;bUe;j G+l;L fhypd; nkhspapy; gl;L ,uj;jk; tbe;jpUe;jJ. fhy; tpyq;Fld; vd;dhy; elf;f Kbatpy;iy. epd;W nfhz;bUe;Njd;> xU Gyp vdJ KJfpy; gpbj;J Nghlh vd;W nrhy;ypj; js;spdhu;. nghj;njd Kd;Gwk; tpOe;Njd;. jpUk;gTk; gioa khjpupNa vOe;Njd;. vg;gbAk; ehdhf ele;Jjhd; vdJ ,Ug;gplj;Jf;Fr; nry;yNtz;Lk;. vdf;nfd;d cjtpah nra;ag;Nghfpwhu;fs;!

vdNt midj;J tpjkhd typfisAk; jhq;fpf; nfhz;L vOe;J ele;Njd;. eil vd;why; Kf;fhy; mb J}uj;Jf;Fj;jhd; xU fhiy vLj;J itf;f KbAk;. ,g;gbNa me;jg; ghijia mse;J nfhz;L nrd;Nwd; vdJ ,Ug;gplj;Jf;F. ,Nj Nghd;W <.gp.Mu;.vy;.vg;. NjhoUk; gpd; njhlu;e;jhu;. cs;Ns nrd;wJk; Gyp tpyq;Ffs; jq;fs; czTf;fhfr; nrd;Wtpl;ldu;. vq;fSf;F czTg; ghu;ry; jug;gl;lJ. ehq;fs; czT cz;zf;$ba epiyapy; ,Uf;ftpy;iy. vdJ clypYk;> me;jj; NjhouJ clypYk; nrk;ghl;L kz;Zk; ePUk; gl;L vq;fsJ epwj;ij khw;wpapUe;jJ.

$l ,Ue;j rNfhjuu;fs; vq;fs; clypypUe;j kz;izj; jl;br; Rj;jk; nra;jdu;. eluh[; mtu;fSk; jto;e;J te;J vdf;F MWjy; $wpdhu;. “,tq;fs; kDru;fNs ,y;iy. Gyp vd;W Ngiu tr;rtd; vg;gb kDrdhf KbAk;? ,tq;fs; eyyh ,Uf;fNt khl;lhq;fs;. ehrkha; Nghthq;fs;. ,tq;fs; ahUf;FNk ey;y rhT tuhJ! ehd; nrhyypwd; jk;gp> eP ghu;. vd;u fz;Kd;dhy ,tq;fs; ehrkh Nghthq;fs;! vd;W jdJ mwptpy; gl;l mj;jid mopTr; nrhw;fisAk; nrhy;yp Gypfisj; jpl;bdhu;.

eluh[; mtu;fs; kPz;Lk; Kd; fjtbf;Fr; nrd;W Gypfspd; fhtyhspfisg; ghu;j;J ehrkhg; NghtPq;flh! cq;fis vy;yhk; nfhy;YwjJf;F ahuhtJ tUthq;flh. ePq;f vy;yhk; mk;khkhUf;F gpwf;Nfy;ylh! mg;gbg; gpwe;jpUe;jhy; xU gps;s gw;w f];uk; njupQ;rpUf;FNklh! vd;W mtu;fisg; ghu;j;Jg; NgrpaJk;> mtu;fspy; ,Utu; ,uz;L jbfis vLj;J te;J eluh[; mtu;fis mbf;f Muk;gpj;jdu;.

jk;gp mtiu mbf;f Ntz;lhk;> mtUf;F %is Rfkpy;iy> mbf;f Ntz;lhk; vd;W mtu;fsplk; Nfl;Nld;. ,tDf;fh %is Rfk; ,y;iy vd;W nrhy;fpwha;? ,tidf; nfhy;yNtz;Lk; vd;W $wp mbj;jdu; eluh[; mtu;fis. mtNuh fPNo fple;J cUz;L cUz;L mbthq;fpf; nfhz;L> Nl rdpaNd> %Njtp> Vd;uh mbf;fpwha; vd;W Nfl;Lf;nfhz;Nl ,Ue;jhu;. mbj;J Kbe;J ntWg;gile;J ntspNawpdu; me;j ,UtUk;.

vdJ miwapypUe;j uh[h (kl;lf;fsg;G) vd;gtu;> mq;F mg;NghJ tpd;Nuh[d; ,y;yhjjhy; jz;zPu; Nghl;Lj; Nja;j;jhu;. khu;G> tapW> njhil> rq;fpyp tpyq;F gl;l ,lq;fs; vd;W midj;ij ,lq;fspYk; Nja;j;J jltp tpl;lhu;. vd;id mwpahky; cwq;fp tpl;Nld;.

khiy ehd;F kzpastpy; kPz;Lk; te;jdu; mNj rpj;jputijf; $l;lk;.

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