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ehd; vdJ irf;fpis vLf;fr; nrd;Nwd;. Ntz;lhk; vq;fSila irf;fpspy; thUq;fs; vd;wdu;. ,tu;fs; nrhd;d me;jr; nra;jpapy; cz;ik ,Uf;f tha;g;gpy;iy vd;W njupe;J nfhz;Nld;> ,e;j irf;fps; tplaj;jpy;. tuKbahJ vd;W $wpdhy; Rl;Lf; nfhd;Wtpl;L Nghthu;fs;. fOFfs; Ml;rpapy; Nfhopf;FQ;R epahak; Nfl;f KbAkh?

xU irf;fpspd; Kd;Gw ghwpy; mku;e;Njd;. Gyp tpyq;F irf;fpis kpjpf;f Muk;gpj;jhu;. irf;fps; ey;Y}u; rq;fpypad; tPjpf;Fr; nrd;wJ. mq;Nf Xu; ngupa tPL ahNuh trjpahdtu;fs; tho;e;Js;sdu; vd;gJ njupe;jJ. ,e;j tpyq;Ffs; me;j tPl;il mgfupj;Js;sdu; vd;gJk; njupe;jJ. xU thq;fpy; mkUk;gb $wpdu;. rpwpJ Neuj;jpy; cauk; Fiwe;j> nkype;j ghjpasT tise;j egu; xUtu; te;jhu;. vd;idg; ghu;j;Jtpl;L vd;Dld; te;jpUe;j Gypaplk; Nfl;lhu; “,tu;jhd Ms;” vd;W! mtu;fSk; “Xk;” vd;wdu;.

,g;gb tprhupj;j egupd; ngau; R+l; vd;W gpd;du; njupe;Jnfhz;Nld;. ,tu;jhd; Gydha;Tf; FOtpd; ,e;j KfhKf;F nghWg;ghdtu; vd;Wk; mwpe;Njd;! gpw;gfy; ,uz;Lkzpastpy; me;j tPl;by; cs;Ns mioj;jdu;. mq;Nf ehd;Ff;Fk; Nkw;gl;l miwfs; ,Ue;jd. vd;id xU miwapDs; nry;Yk;gb $wpdu;. ehd; cs;Ns nrd;wJk; miwf;fjit %bj; jhspl;ldu;. ,g;NghJ vdf;Fj; Njhd;wpaJ> xU capiuf; fhg;ghw;wyhk; vd;W mioj;J te;J vdJ capUf;F VNjh mj;jpthuk; NghLfpd;wdu; vd;W! Kd;du; ehd;gl;L te;j rpj;jputijfis kwe;jpUe;Njd;. me;j mDgtk; epoy; Nghy; te;J Nghapd.

,e;j miwf;F mUfpypUf;Fk; miwfspYk; NtW rpyu; G+l;lg;gl;bUg;gij czu;e;Njd;. ml ,e;jf; nfhiyfhu Gyptpyq;Ffs; ,d;Dkh jpUe;jtpy;iy> tijg;gJ nfhiy nra;tJ Nghd;wit ,tu;fsJ nghOJNghf;fh my;yJ Ritkpf;f flikah vd;gJ tpsq;fhky; ,Ue;jJ. ,uT VO kzpastpy; ghu;ry; xd;iwf; nfhLj;jdu;. Gl;Lk; kPd;Fok;Gk; ,Ue;jJ. cz;Ltpl;L kPz;Lk; miwapy; Klq;fpNdd;.

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fhiyapy; gw;nghb nfhLj;jdu;. Mr;rupakhf ,Ue;jJ. X! ey;y gof;fq;fs; gofptpl;ldu; NghYk; vd;W epidj;Jf; nfhz;L> fhiy fld; Kbe;J kPz;Lk; miwf;F te;Njd;. ,e;j tPL ehw;rhu; tPlhf ,Ue;jJ. vl;L miwfSf;F Nky; ,Ue;jd. gpbj;J itf;fg;gl;bUe;jtu;fspd; vz;zpf;if vd;gJ Kjy; E}W Ngu; tiu ,Uf;fyhk;. midj;J miwfspYk; rNfhjuu;fs; ,Ue;jdu;. NeUf;F Neu; midtiuAk; ghu;f;f Kbatpy;iy. vdJ miwapy; gjpdhd;F Ngu;tiu ,Ue;jdu;.

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mk;GNuh]; Xu; fjpiuapy; ,Ue;jhu;. vd;id mioj;J tof;fk; Nghy; mtu; Kd;epiyapy; epyj;jpy; mkur; nrhd;dhu;. Muk;gpj;jhu; tof;fkhd Nfs;tpfis> mg;gh> mk;kh ngau; rNfhjuu;fs; tpyhrk; vd;W midj;ijAk; gjpT nra;j gpd;du; Nfl;lhu;> eP <.vd;.b.vy;.vg;.y; kPz;Lk; Nru;e;J ,aq;Ffpwha;? ehd; ,y;iy vd;W nrhd;Ndd;> <.gp.Mu;.vy;.vg; uh[hTld; cdf;F vd;d njhlu;G? mtu; vdJ Ciur; Nru;e;jtu;. mbf;fb mtiug; ghu;g;Ngd;. ,af;f uPjpahf mtu; vJTk; vd;Dld; fijg;gjpy;iy ehDk; mtUld; ve;j ,af;fq;fisg;gw;wpAk; fijg;gjpy;iy vd;W $wpNdd;.

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kPz;Lk; fhyhy; ,uz;L jlitfs; cijj;jhu;. NtW Nfs;tpfs; mtuplj;jpy; ,y;iy! MAjq;fis vq;Nf Gijj;J itj;jpUf;fpwha;? vd;whu;> mg;gb ve;j MAjKk; ,y;iy vd;W $wpNdd;. clNd mUfpy; epd;w xUtuplk; ,tDf;F fhypy; tpyq;F khl;Lq;fs; vd;whu;. xUtu; te;J vdJ Nrl;ilf; fow;wr; nrhd;dhu;. mLj;jtu; Xu; rhf;F %ilapypUe;J rq;fpyp xd;iw vLj;J te;jhu;. JZf;fhapy; Nghl;l mNj rq;fpyp msTjhd; ,Ue;jJ ,JTk;. ,uz;L jiyg;GfisAk; vLj;J ,uz;L fhy;fisAk; Rw;wp ,uz;L KidfSf;Fk; ,uz;L ,Q;rp mstpyhd G+l;Lf;fisg; Nghl;Lg; G+l;bdu;. mit irdh G+l;Lf;fs;. NkYk; fPOkhfg; gpbj;J mOj;jpdhy; G+l;bf;nfhs;Sk;.

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Vida miwapypUe;jtu;fisAk; ntspNa mioj;J te;J mbj;jdu;. gpd;du; miwapy; Nghl;Lg; G+l;bdu;. jpdKk; xU FO tUtJk;> ,Uf;Fk; rNfhjuu;fis mbj;Jj; Jitj;Jtpl;Lr; nry;tJk; ,q;F tof;fkhf eilngWk; epfo;Tfs;jhdhk;. jkpo; ,dj;jpd; kPJ gw;Wf;nfhz;l tpyq;Ffs; me;j kf;fisf; Fjwpf; fbf;fj;jhNd nra;tu;!

vd;id mbj;Jf; fhy;tpyq;Fg; Nghl;lg; gpd;du; vJTk; tprhupf;ftpy;iy. xU fpoikahf mq;F elg;gtw;iw mtjhdpj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;Njd;. fhiy khiy ,uz;L Ntis ,aw;if cghijfisf; fopf;f fopTf; $lk; nry;yyhk;. %d;W Ntis czTf;fhfTk; miwfisj; jpwg;ghu;fs;. ghu;rypy;jhd; czT toq;fg;gLk;. JZf;fha; czit tpl ,e;j czT vt;tsNth ey;yJ.

jpdKk; ahiuahtJ mioj;JtUthu;fs;> mNj Nghd;W ,q;fpUf;Fk; gioa rNfhjuu;fis thfdj;jpy; Vw;wp NtW ,lq;fSf;F mioj;Jr; nry;tu;. fz;fisf; fl;bj;jhd; midtiuAk; mioj;J tUtu;> mioj;Jr; nry;tu;. ,q;fpUe;J mg;gb mioj;Jr; nry;yg;gLgtu;fs; ,Ughiy efiu mz;ba ,lj;jpy; ,Uf;Fk; Xu; tij KfhKf;Fk;> rpyiu rhtfr;Nrupapy; ,Uf;Fk; tijKfhKf;Fk; mDg;Gtu;. ,Ughiyapy; ,Uf;Fk; KfhKf;F nghWg;ghsuhf ,Ue;jtu; nfsjkd; vd;Wk; rhtfr;Nrup tijKfhKf;Fg; nghWg;ghf ,Ue;jtu; fhe;jp> ,e;jr; rhtfr;Nrup Kfhik ,iwr;rpf; fil vd;Wjhd; Gyp tpyq;Ffs; fijj;Jf; nfhs;tu;.

Vnddpy; me;j tij KfhKf;Ff; nfhz;L nry;yg;gLgtu;fs; nfhLk; tijf;F cs;shfp nfhy;yg;gLthu;fs;. frhg;Gf; fil vd;gij ehfuPfkhf ,iwr;rpf;fil vd;W tu;zpf;fpd;wdu; tpyq;Ffs;. mjpYk; ,e;j ,wr;rpf;filapd; nghWg;ghsuJ ngau; fhe;jp1!

Gj;J ehl;fshf mywy; rj;jKk;> KdfYkhf rNfhjuu;fs; jq;fs; typia ntspg;gLj;jpf; nfhz;bUe;jdu;.

xU khiyg; nghOjpy; xU FO te;jJ.

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